what happened?!

oh what a drastic change of mood in just one day!
yea, it`s 6.30 and im still up
tuttle`s sitting next to me typing up a paper
im lagging with with my words.
im so stressed/tirreeedd.
im afraid that if i go to sleep, i wont wake up =\
i finished most of the work i needed to get done [praise God!]
thanks for all your prayers ! :]

i realized that when im awake really late at night
and im talking/typing to people
i tend to just go on and on and on.
brainfarts. a lot of em haha

im going to go stick my journals under my prof`s door.
then im going back to my room for perhaps a power nap?

the sun is out. it`s beautiful. good night. xD

midnight breeze

its 3.30, but i figured its the perfect time for my first post xp

i was walking on the path from the library back to oneida and everything felt so... good. the weather isnt chilly, the breeze is crisp. and all is well with my soul. sure, i have 2 chinese tests in the span of 48 hours, an essay outline and 5 journals due thursday, 2 finals and a paper due next week... but for some reason, im not freaking out over the load of work in front of me. this could totally be potentially dangerous for my grades, but it feels so so good to be at peace at a time like now.

im not really sure why though...
it could be that im repressing my usual anxiety-driven ego.
it could be cus of a recently restored friendship.
it could be cus of the more recently restored friendship.
it could most definitely be God giving me an emotional break
[if that makes any sense]
i dunno, but i love it :]

okay
back to bed [btb! lol]

and in case any of you dont understand what olivehue stands for,
stand in front of a mirror and say it to yourself without making a sound.
:]